Fall in love with your illness, altered being.
You have to fall in love with your altered being/your disease/disease energy.
Every one has it.
You can’t avoid your illness, feelings, dreams, emotions, reactions.
You can’t intellectualise it, get rid of it.
Swim in it instead. Listen to it. Witness it.
Respect it. Aware of it.
Be fully fascinated by it.
Connect with every aspect of it.
It can be harsh, demanding, cold and cruel, anti to your life.
But ultimately it will teach you. Guide you. Make you aware of the meaning of it. And finally make you friend with yourself, your pattern, your illness and guide you towards your original unmodified purpose and being.
We can’t feel the day if we don’t touch the night. This is harmony. This is wholeness.